I absolutely agree. Same exact thing here. I felt pretty calm and content most of the time, but the look of satisfaction that Hyde had when he said "It took us twenty years to get here...", UGH. Forget about it. I immediately burst into full out tears and started clapping.

The anticipation of the concert itself, it's almost like the fans share it with the band, then once it's over, there's a feeling of "Wow, that was amazing" and "Well... it's over now." and you get a little upset too. That's a true fan to me. Someone who embraces the emotions, and carries it on for the band, and shows other fans what the mood of the fanbase is like.

Condolences always carry on, like when their old friend passed away from a motorcycle accident. The anger from the casting thing for the front row carried on, the happiness for the whole tour carried on, etc.

My mother was making fun of the fact that started listening to them, not understanding a single word, even though I began to learn Japanese. She said there's no point in me getting emotional over music I don't understand, but it surpasses any language barrier. "Umibe" for example, the emotion in that song is nothing but longing, missing someone, that and "PIANO DUET" which I've mentioned in another post. And once you read the actual lyrics, it's far from orthodox. It's like there's a simile for everything, a vivid description for everything.

This gig was Laruku's big one, and they damn fucking DESERVED it.
Imagine doing what you love every day, and not giving up on it, and finally, after TWENTY YEARS, getting somewhere you always imagined and dreamed of. This band is a huge chunk of their adulthood, and it HAS to be emotional for them. And as a fan for almost seven years, I only feel the same. I'm so fucking proud of these boys, and it inspires me to be as motivated for my goals in life.